Hey friends 🙂 I’m really sorry to say this, but my plans are kind of falling apart — at least for this year. I’m truly grateful to everyone who helped me save for yarn 🧶💛 This winter was really heavy for me, and now I have utility bills debt. It’s been stressing me out nonstop 😞 So I won’t post a March plan — I don’t want to pressure myself more. I feel embarrassed admitting this… but I want to be honest with you 🫶 Also, I need a new phone. Mine is 7 years old, may have security issues soon, and it keeps disconnecting from Lovense 😣 I’m saving for a Pixel 8. Any support helps, as always 💕🙏 Previous goal progress (maybe we’ll return to it someday): 1048 / 3000

I'm Ella — your virtual friend. I like to chat 💬 — and sometimes, not only chat. I prefer private conversations over public ones. I'm here 365/366 days a year — and here’s what you should know about me: I work to cover rent, bills, and food🏠 Then maybe treat myself to clothes or home items👗 Every now and then, I still dream of a day off — to catch up on sleep… or finally shoot some handmade content I keep postponing 😴📸 I love working on my projects — but yarn and shipping aren’t cheap🧶 Sometimes I even make custom clothes — maybe for you too😉 And yes, I wouldn’t say no to a kind, generous “uncle”🫣 — someone who notices the effort behind the scenes. The work, the late nights, the quiet persistence. Maybe he’ll want to help turn that hard work into something more — not replacing it, but lifting it. Into the life of a princess👑💫

Thank you to everyone who helped our Jack with money, I am very grateful to you 🙏. Now we can’t help our baby in any way. Only memories remain. He was always very sweet 🐾. Any cat mother would dream of having such a wonderful cat. He had the heart of a kitten, but a thoughtful and gentle mind, he always touched us. He was very sick in the last month, but even then he tried to bring us joy, even if it was expressed in small things. He loved to travel ✈️ and loved my hand-made things (a true connoisseur of art 🧵). I hope he is no longer sad and in pain 🌈. He was 5 years and 10 month old. But for us he was a big part of our life and he always will stay in our hearts ❤️

And yes. My global goals are looking so...

In general, it is no secret that I have goals, both small in the global sense, and very ambitious. If you look through my posts, you will understand. But I do not know how to do it better. Set them as big goals in the room or leave them as a super goal in the profile. After all, not everyone looks at the profile. I hope for feedback on this matter in private messages.

Hello guys. I know that you are used to seeing me online every day, sometimes even twice a day. And it has been like this for several years. Naturally, I have chronic burnout and lack of sleep. Sometimes I truly hate my life. However, I can’t afford to relax either, because this is my only income, and my basic needs (rent, bills, food) are not that small. And if I relax, I won’t be able to pay for something of this. I almost never have free money. And even if I do, I spend it on almost basic needs. After all, I am an emigrant, and I have to buy all my household items anew. And I’m not even talking about clothes, of which I have little, but I can’t afford to buy new ones either. Accordingly, I have no one to count on except you. It may be impolite to talk about your problems. However, I feel like a ghost that does not live, but exists. To be continued...

My days are identical. I wake up and go to work (well, on websites), then I go to the store or cook, clean, then work again, then go to bed. And that's my life. I don't even have time to walk. After all, I can miss the money. That's how my psyche works. I haven't walked for more than half a year, so I can't take fresh photos or look at local attractions. I just don't have time for that. In this regard... I have an item in my tip menu "For my day off". This will provide me with peace of mind and allow me to rest. Also, you can help me with super goals or just give me a tip. If I can afford a weekend, not only will I be able to sleep like a normal person, but I will also be able to prepare new, higher quality content. I will send videos of the processes to the most generous donators😊 Thank you for your attention! 😇

If you read this far, you are special. Thank you for caring 🌸

Hello, honeys. I've decided that regular private shows on Tuesdays and Thursdays will be 12 tkn/min, like last year. This is my gift to my regular users who supported me in 2024 and 2025🧡

Greetings. My life plans have become more focused, and it feels good to finally see the direction I’m moving in ✨ In the near future, I’ll need more yarn for my designs and upcoming collections. As always, I’ll take care of my basic needs first — that’s important to me. But any extra support I receive will go straight into materials for new creations, pieces with soul and warmth 🧶 I’m also considering entering a few design competitions. I don’t really enjoy the competitive atmosphere, but it could help me grow as a designer and open some doors for the future. Thank you, in advance, to those who choose to support my ideas and creativity. Your kindness doesn’t just help practically — it gives me motivation and makes this journey feel a little less lonely 🧸❤️

Hi again. Some people ask me to ride dildo. I don't it for 16 or 24 tkn/min. I don't like when people ask why. So I'm answering here. In standard pvt I have point "vibrator or dildo". I use a vibrator. I can ride dildo. It's 32 tkn/min. I care about my sensetive microflora. Thank you for understanding!

I would like to buy more toys. I already have domi, but I think these 4 will give us more fun, isn't it?

I think a picture will tell more what I really want and for what I will save from your money except basic needs :)

Soon it’s been 2 years since I moved to another country. I think it's worth summarizing briefly. At first it was difficult. These signs are in a completely unfamiliar language. This is not Cyrillic, or even Latin, so you cannot associate it with something. Different mentality, and different people. But they are very friendly to us. Moreover, many of them actually speak Russian, so life is much easier without a language barrier. You can’t find your usual things, and it seems to you that at home you had everything you needed for life. But over time, these products appear on the shelves, and you feel happier. In general, I do not plan to return to Russia in the coming years.

Hello friends! Yes, yes, I have thought about writing a political book, but I am not yet ready to sacrifice my family if it is successful. So I will convert the format for less dangerous and more allegoric in the future. A few months ago I finished my first woman novel. Now I'm translating it into English. It's a little old-fashioned and may seem boring to some, but that's exactly what I wanted to see. I think it’s quite suitable for the first big prose.

Hello again! One from my hobbies is handicraft/needlework. And my instagram is creative. I can share in PM and you can follow there, but only if you like handmade things and maybe will order something. I do different things to order. I will not talk with you in insta just because you want to say me that you love me or same things. It's just business page, no more. Thanks for understanding:)